Hope through the
Storm
By Sarah P.
It’s raining
right now, both outside of my house and inside of my life. My family is going
through a hard time. Why? We’re churchless.
My father was the
pastor of our old church for seven and a half years. The church was full of
people who loved us and depended on us every week. We were serving constantly,
and regardless of how tired it made us, we loved it. It seemed like we would
stay there forever. Yet, a few months ago, we left. My dad resigned as pastor.
Why did we leave?
Putting it plainly, God told us it was time to go. He told us it was time to
move on: right now. This change in plans was somewhat unexpected and extremely
painful. We had been pouring everything we had into that church for over seven
years, and suddenly we had to say goodbye.
To my family,
that seemed like the end of the world as we knew it. Most of our lives were
centered on the church: church services, church activities, church meetings,
cleaning the church, serving in the church, etc. Suddenly, whoosh, it was all gone. We
were left breathless, emotionally broken, and feeling lost.
Sure, we know God
has a plan. We just don’t feel very hopeful at the moment. One of the most
valuable things I’ve learned is that our feelings aren't always truthful. Yet
when we feel broken down, discouraged, and hopeless, we tend to think God has
abandoned us.
We focus on our
feelings of sadness and defeat instead of reaching out to Jesus. He’s standing
right there; all we have to do is turn to Him! Deuteronomy 31:8 says, “Do not
be afraid or discouraged, for the Lord will personally go ahead of you. He will
be with you; he will neither fail you nor abandon you.”
Job’s Dilemma
One of my
consolations in the past few days has been the story of Job. Job had everything
taken away from him: his livestock, his family, his health, and even most of
his friends. What did Job do during all of this? Did he moan and weep, asking
God why this tragedy had happened? Did he give up and sink into a puddle of
self-pity?
Job 1:21 clearly
states his reaction,
“I came naked from my mother’s womb,
and
I will be naked when I leave.
The Lord gave me
what I had,
and
the Lord has taken it away.
Praise the name
of the Lord!”
What Did He Say?
Job praised God.
He gave up his right to sulk, pout, and say, “It isn’t fair!” Instead, in the
middle of his heartache, Job worshiped God. He admitted how frail his life was,
acknowledged that God had given him everything and could take it away, and then
glorified God.
He stopped, knelt
down, and praised God: right in the middle of his hopelessness. That’s
something to think about.
Reacting Differently
What am I doing
during this hopeless time of my life? I’m worshiping God. I’m giving my best to
Him. I’m not going to stop writing or singing or playing my guitar because of a
temporary feeling of pain. I’m going to trust in Him and give everything to
Him!
He loves me, and
the more I praise Him through my pain, the more I realize it! Jesus is
gradually filling me with His peace, showing me more of His plan, and leading
me on to the future. I’m trusting Him, and it’s working! The story of Job
doesn't end in sadness and misery. Instead, Job 42:10 says, “…The Lord restored
his [Job’s] fortunes. In fact, the Lord gave him twice as much as before!” I
think that my family’s situation will turn out better than it was before. I
know God has another church for us to serve at, and I believe it will be ready
to receive us.
Just as the storm
outside my home has turned into sunshine, this season will pass. We certainly
miss what we had, but we can’t wait to see what God has in store for us! As God
tells us in Jeremiah 29:11, “For I know the plans I have for you. They are
plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope.” Through
it all we will trust in God, and He will carry us to safety.
The End Is Where We Begin
I’ve noticed
something about endings. When our comfortable situations and preferences fade
away, we change. We depend on God. We start growing. We begin, in a sense, at
the end. We press on towards a higher life with more passion than when we first
began. Where we end, God begins.
What have you
gone through lately? Are you trusting in God through your tough storms? Feel
free to leave a comment about your current situation. I’d love to hear from
you.